I vividly remember details anytime I see images I took in Tibet. I also find that the images I like the best are the ones that evoke such strong memories of when I took a photo, like the exact moment. It’s a bit eerie.
I think the main reason why I have favorite images is because of the honesty involved in it. Anytime I am honest in my life (either doing something with an honest intention or actually saying something honest) life changing things happen.
I remember sitting in my old apartment in Shenzhen as I was taking a photo of the city. I remember thinking that I was ready for a serious relationship and get married. I met my future boyfriend, then husband the next day.
The more I think about it, the more Tibet evokes such memories for me is because I was brutally honest as well. I had a very candid conversation with my then boyfriend. I remember crying. I also remember that I had to truly be open in order to move on. A few weeks after that, I got engaged.
I find it funny how events happen to me. I also like linking my photographs with happy, sad, or vivid memories. It used to be about the perfect photo, but the more I continue with my hobby, the more I find that it helps preserve what I’m afraid I might forget.
I’m going to be honest again, and I vow to be honest from now on. I haven’t updated in the past because I got lazy. I was also going through the motions from lots of life changes and wasn’t convinced that walking around a park with my camera was going to help me capture beautiful images. I was also sad about the lack of film photography resources around where I am now. Yes I know, these are excuses.
I can still post because I have a lot of images from China and other travels I haven’t posted yet. I’m also going to post the not-so-perfect ones so I can learn why those photos didn’t turn out in the first place. As the weather warms up more I will go on walks and capture the beauty in what I thought were boring places. I’m also changing the direction of the blog a little to include some posts about yoga and my journey in it. I hope to take photos of myself in yoga poses.
I’m happy and relieved to be writing this. I am looking forward to all that comes from now on.